I’ve lived through so many bizarre symptoms over the last three decades, I’m quite sure I would have committed suicide if I didn’t actually know the root cause.

You simply cannot imagine what it is like to go through so many different types of pains, changes in bodily functions, feeling rage for no reason, or so many other things.

Basically, my body has been a battleground and it feels like it, but you can’t see it - except in the way I walk now, as of about 6 weeks ago.

Since the science was redacted, no one can recognize it or even believes me.

The original article I read where I found the life-prolonging treatment said anyone that had this condition in the modern world would be written off as a hypochondriac.

So, I’ve largely stayed away from doctors, compared to the amount of crap I’ve been through. Whenever I made it through the transition, I would always return to running, biking, and lifting.

That hasn’t been possible since the last big transition began three years ago. Since then, it’s been a process of changes as the pituitary is over taxed and the volume-depletion gets worse.

So, I document. I share some of my weird world every day. Maybe someone will make sense of it, someday.